It's a girl.

And she's gorgeous and perfect.

So cool.

Okay, this has very little, if nothing to do with the baby, but I'm going crazy here because of the hormones, so it counts.

About a month ago, I moved into an appartment with 3 gay boys, who were all my friends, and I love them all. But, 2 of them are moving away, and the two people that were supposed to replace them have decided not to move in.

I'm in a very tight financial situation, and I don't know what to do. I'm getting a little bit of money from my mom, and I just started working at Blockbuster, so those are both good.

So, I may be moving again, I'm not sure. Or, finding someone random to move in here. We'll see.

Everyone keeps telling me that everything's gonna work out, and I know they're right, but it doesn't help me to feel any less freaked out about the whole thing.

I hate needing help, relying on other people. Right now, I'm having to do that, and it fucking sucks.

I feel like a bad mommy because I can't eat right now. I have a hard time getting near food, let alone putting it down my throat. It's not cool. I've even lost weight in the past couple of weeks. I can't help it - food makes me nauseated. I want to provide everything my baby needs to grow big and strong and healthy, but I can't do that if I can't get near food and my prenatal vitamin makes me hurl.

Anyway, just needed to express that concern. ~ember

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