januarybaby2007

januarybaby2007 @ 2006-09-14T02:44:00

2006-09-14T09:46:00Z

It's a girl.

And she's gorgeous and perfect.

So cool.

AHHHHHHHHH

2006-08-18T03:20:26Z

Okay, this has very little, if nothing to do with the baby, but I'm going crazy here because of the hormones, so it counts.

About a month ago, I moved into an appartment with 3 gay boys, who were all my friends, and I love them all. But, 2 of them are moving away, and the two people that were supposed to replace them have decided not to move in.

I'm in a very tight financial situation, and I don't know what to do. I'm getting a little bit of money from my mom, and I just started working at Blockbuster, so those are both good.

So, I may be moving again, I'm not sure. Or, finding someone random to move in here. We'll see.

Everyone keeps telling me that everything's gonna work out, and I know they're right, but it doesn't help me to feel any less freaked out about the whole thing.

I hate needing help, relying on other people. Right now, I'm having to do that, and it fucking sucks.

Eating

2006-07-17T09:07:27Z

I feel like a bad mommy because I can't eat right now. I have a hard time getting near food, let alone putting it down my throat. It's not cool. I've even lost weight in the past couple of weeks. I can't help it - food makes me nauseated. I want to provide everything my baby needs to grow big and strong and healthy, but I can't do that if I can't get near food and my prenatal vitamin makes me hurl.

Anyway, just needed to express that concern. ~ember